MBA

I decided to challenge the MBA(Master of Business Administration) program.

I've thought about my life-plan since 6 years ago. At that time I took part in the TYOC(Toyota Youth Orchestra Camp) and was in charge of section chief of management committee. That is first organization I belonged to. And finally I spent my 4 years for that. All of them was so effective for me that my mind was changed. Making budget plan was one of them. This task required to communicate with several kinds of people such as secretariats, sponsor, professional musician and so on. Each of them had fascinating skill and experience. I was of course absorbed and noticed the difficulty of managing such essence. Money plan related to almost all of the program. So I had to understand it and to make connection with each important people. Making the budget is not only accounting experience but also core of precious community and negotiation experience. That may be tiny thing in my life but is also my turning point. Since then I always think about my future.

What is marvelous for me?

What will happen in my future?

What I have to do?

What I can do?

What is my role in the future?

All of them is my theme and also my pleasure.

MBA program is not only academic program. That also provides students with diversified community, which extend the variety of discussion. Such thing is base of business as everyone mentioned. And it is precious time in order to look back at their past time. That period is very important but is usually thought as the useless time. In the modern society, the practical things is everything. But all of them was created by a human. Therefore in my opinion what we must seek is not concrete result but procedure. It consist of only human spirits. And it can be fostered by only our own experience. I think such things can be obtained through a MBA program.

I must explore myself for my internal comfort and MBA is one of the way. This theme is simple but deep. So that will be discussed for the time being...

ブログをはじめました

自分の個人的な記録用としてブログをはじめた。

自分の志向の変化を記録できればと思う。

ま、ただの日記だけど。

時々、時間をみつけて、思ったこと、起こった事を記録してくだけ。

たぶん、自分以外の人が見ても、きっとただの日記で、感動的でもなければ、面白くもない。

ただ、自分が見たときに、その時、その瞬間の気持ちだとか、情景が少しでも思い出せればと思って、記そうと思う。

なんで、こんな面倒な事をはじめてしまったのか、自分でもよく分からないけど…。

恐らく、自分用と言いながらも、誰かに知って欲しいと、心のどこかで思ってるからだと思う。

ま、いつまで経っても子供です。

最近の「見たり、聞いたり、出来るようになった事」を、自慢して、スゴイって言ってもらいたいんだと思う。

しかし、心のどこかでは、そんな恥ずかしいマネは出来ない、まだまだ先があるのだから、全然自分はスゴイなんて域まで達していないなどなど、変な理由が邪魔をして、本能を100%放出出来ないでいる。

さらに言えば、文書に出来るほど考えがまとまっていないものもある。

こんな事ばかり最初から書くと、今後のブログが、どれほど読みにくいものになるのか、ちょっと嫌な予感もする。

だけど、せっかく記録する場所が出来たんだから、ちゃんと書いていこうと思う。

単なる、日記を。